1. |
Code White
01:57
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i can’t see what’s in front of me
i’m out of touch with your reality
no, too in touch, do not touch
code white
i don’t want to be this way
i just want you to hear me say
no
code white
i’m not violent, until I remember
i’m not violent, until you forgot
i’ll fuck you up
if it gets too much
it happened…
CODE WHITE
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2. |
B.I.T.C.H.
01:48
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im not sorry if im scaring you
i know, im scaring me too
irrational is fucking rational
im irrational
the softest leather is still
so fucking tough and raw
i scrape the knife to keep an edge
to keep me safe, to keep me soft
i am so fucking weathered
throw my body like water to the well
drawn away to feel the thorns
better than to boil in hell
but im just screaming baby
throwing punches, throwing fits
give me away to anybody
i dont know when to fucking quit
now the leather has worn through
shattered knife left in the well
i died inside a bed of roses
now im called by a broken bell
after madeness guilt and sadness
after madness comes the guilt
after madness guilt and sadness
i cant stand the fucking guilt
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3. |
Flesh Prison Pt. 1
00:51
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conflate this shell with yourself
i’m combing through the black mane
my body swallowed by the current
rid of tension
no fucking satisfaction
trapped in a body that is so conflicted
i’m straddling death between my fucking thighs
dead weight at the end of a cord
i left my prison so far behind
I BETRAY MYSELF
(Lyrics by Alexandra Barnet}
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4. |
Mutations
00:37
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it doesn’t matter, biologically whatever
bodies have been this way forever
so has mine
mutilation and coercion
cause we don’t fit in your recursion
us mutants fuck your y’s and x’s
hormonal cunts, dicks, and bitches
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5. |
1200
01:21
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one thousand two hundred
missing murdered women
but there’s still so many more
can you tell me why they were ignored?
systemic neglect is foul play
systemic neglect is more than suspicious
one thousand two hundred
times everyone they knew
they are our sisters too
they are our sisters too
we’re looking but we can’t find who
they say we haven’t lost
vanished in a shroud of negligence
this is the fucking cost
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6. |
Constant Nausea
02:55
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i’m gonna fucking puke
trapped in a sickening body
dragged through the world with rotting limbs
don’t look at me, don’t talk to me
i don’t want to be seen
no form, no identity
fabricated through abnormalities
an appetite for intimacy
becomes constant nausea
my eyes are on the ground
i’m too ill to look around
i don’t want to be seen
constant nausea
think i’m gonna die
constant nausea
you make me fucking sick
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7. |
Flesh Prison Pt. 2
02:23
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breaking the boundaries
of my battle ground
living in this prison
i learned the art of war
conflicted with vague reflection
getting wet just by virtue
i lost presence, i sought solace
in smack and masturbation
yet another way to self betray
your mouth is a
calligraphic downstroke
men have told me to smile
pull the strings, stretch it out
yet another way to self betray
(Lyrics by Alexandra Barnet)
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